Sunday, August 18, 2019

Call the Roll


Based on Heb. 11:24-12:2
First delivered Aug. 18, 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr


            This weekend is the 50th anniversary of Woodstock. I wish I could have been there. Born in the wrong generation I guess. Not that I couldn’t have been there if my parents were interested in going. There were babies there. So mom and dad could have carried their not yet one year old son with them to Woodstock. But let’s just say going to Woodstock was not on their agenda. At any rate, it would have been cool to have been there just to say you were there. It was surely an epic moment in human history.

            I do know someone who went to Woodstock. His name is Howard Harris. He was my youth leader for a couple years. Howard was one of the coolest people I knew when I was a kid. He would make these weird sounds that made everyone giggle. He had the amazing ability to tickle people just by pointing at them. I can’t even explain how he did that. He led these Bible studies at his apartment and did an amazing job of explaining the Bible in ways we could understand and asking us questions that led to great discussion. Howard drove the church van out to where me and some other church friends lived to pick us up and bring us to youth group on Sunday nights. When we got in the van he asked each of us to say where we had seen Jesus that week. He introduced us to Jesus music like Larry Norman, Keith Green, Phil Keaggy, 2nd Chapter of Acts, and Michael Card. He also introduced me to Grand Funk Railroad, but that’s another story. Howard was so authentic and relatable. He was a powerful influence on my life.

            Then there was Dr. David Thomas. He was the senior pastor when I was a youth. He was a kind man, always positive, with a big grin. I don’t really remember his sermons. But I do remember that after a powerful church retreat in which I first made a sincere commitment to be a Christian that he said he saw something in me. He encouraged me to consider a call to ministry. He mentored me toward that calling. I have to say that without Dr. Thomas I don’t know who would have helped me answer the call to ordained ministry.

            My parents got suckered in to buying a timeshare on Padre Island. What a scam those things can be. We were there one summer. The TV at the condo had access to a premium movie service. I think it was Starz. They were showing the movie Brother Sun, Sister Moon by Franco Zeffirelli. This was my introduction to St. Francis. I don’t know if any of you have seen this movie. Let’s just say it was a movie of the times. St. Francis was portrayed as a proto-hippie. The soundtrack was written and performed by Donovan for heaven’s sake. But with my young, impressionable mind, this movie was life altering. I was so inspired by how St. Francis was portrayed. A man who gave up wealth and privilege in his pursuit of being faithful to the way of Jesus, choosing to live the life of a beggar, being in community with the lepers and the discarded in society, communing with nature, living with such simplicity and humility. My young and idealistic self wanted to be like that. I obviously didn’t choose that path. But St. Francis remains an inspiration to me as someone who lived an authentic Christian life. The prayer of St. Francis is a classic.

            “Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.”

            He is the one people have attributed the saying that we are to preach the gospel at all times but only use words when necessary. He is a faith hero.

            Then, of course, there were my parents who helped shape my faith. They were not overly religious. But they were faithful worship attenders. We never missed church. When we sat down together for dinner my dad would say grace. My dad sang in the choir. I wanted to sing too. Even though our church had a youth choir, they let me sing in the adult choir also so that I could be with my dad. Every fall the choir would go to Camp Egan to start learning the music we would sing the next several months. I will never forget sitting around the table playing UNO with those choir members. The laughter and the gentle ribbing…it was so fun! As a kid being in a safe environment with those adults who were faithful to Christ and the church, who loved each other and loved me, it made such a positive influence on me.

            Who are the ones that have influenced your faith? Who are your ancestors in the faith? We are all here this morning because someone influenced us to be here. Maybe it was our parents who brought us. Or it was a friend who invited you. Or it was your husband or wife. We come to faith in Jesus because of the witness of others, people who have inspired us and loved us, mentored us, included us. Each of us could take turns and call the roll of those who had a hand in bringing us to the life of faith and who keeps us in this race.

            Perhaps most of those who influenced you to run this race of faith are now in the cheering section rooting you on to persevere. They have finished their race. They are now looking down on us to cheer us, to encourage us to remain faithful to the way of Jesus, no matter the obstacle or the times of discouragement and frustration that we sometimes have to make our way through. When we hit those walls of discouragement, of hardship, even of doubt, we have our ancestors in the faith who are there to remind us that we will make it. Our ancestors had struggles as well. They had times of discouragement and frustration. They had times of doubt, of heartbreak and worry. Yet, they stayed with Jesus through it all. And now they are our biggest fans, assuring us that we can persevere just like they did. They didn’t give up so we keep pushing forward.

            The church I was ordained in was my home church, St. Luke’s United Methodist Church in Oklahoma City. The sanctuary has a balcony. When I knelt down at the altar and Bishop Dan Solomon put his hand on my head, I imagined a heavenly balcony just above the balcony in that sanctuary where my mom and dad were sitting. And as they looked down on me that moment, I imagined they were beaming with pride. I still think about my mom and dad from time to time. Remembering them, and knowing that they are praying for me, and are proud of me, it keeps me grounded. It reminds me of the commitments I have made, the commitment to follow the way of Jesus as an ordained minister. During times of discouragement, even when the temptation lies around the corner to walk away, mom and dad show up to remind me that this is a race that takes a lifetime. They are cheering me on to persevere, to finish the race. So, I keep going. Who is in your cheering section? Who is it that shows up in your mind when you go through times where you feel like calling it quits? Maybe for all of us it is our mothers. Or maybe it’s your grandmother. It is someone who has made a mark on your life, who you don’t want to let down, who reminds you of who you are, who loves you and is proud of you and is rooting for you. It is those ancestors that keep us going.

            It is encouraging during times of struggle and doubt to remember the mighty cloud of witnesses that cheer us on, to encourage us not to give up even when times are tough and doubts stir within. It is a reminder that we are all a part of something much bigger than ourselves. We are part of a line of the faithful that stretches back from generation to generation. We are not alone. We stand on the shoulders of those who have gone before us. And knowing this gives us the encouragement we need to keep running our race, to persevere in the faith, to keep being followers of Jesus because we don’t want to let down the mighty cloud of witnesses all around us.

            This man had heard about this great church located in this city he was visiting. It was an historic church, Russian Orthodox, known for its beautiful liturgical worship. With anticipation he entered the church one Sunday anticipating a moving worship experience. The current state of the congregation did not reflect what he had heard about this church. There were only a few widows scattered about the sanctuary. After worship was over, he went up to visit with the priest. He expressed wonder how the priest kept at it with so few people who come to worship. The priest looked at him and shook his head, saying, “What do you mean only a few people? When we gather for worship we are joined by the great cloud of witnesses, with angels and archangels before the throne of grace. The church is full of saints!” Are we not surrounded by a great cloud of witnesses?

            The mighty cloud of witnesses, those who persevered in their faith in the ups and downs of life, urge us on to persevere. They encourage us to remain faithful to God as long as we have breath. They inspire us to be an inspiration for others, our descendants in the faith. This is our task, to be witnesses of Jesus to others, by our words and deeds, just like our ancestors in the faith did. They have passed the baton on to us and now we carry it until we pass the baton to others when we join the mighty cloud of witnesses someday. We will then be in the cheering section encouraging those who follow us.

            So, let us keep running the race set before us. We face all kinds of challenges, obstacles and setbacks. The race of faith is not always easy. Just like it wasn’t always easy for our ancestors. But they made it to the end of their race. To finish the race of faith like our ancestors did is a victory in itself. Whether you are running, walking or crawling, keep your faith, keep your commitments to God, keep on the way of Jesus. He is with us all the way to the end.


Sunday, August 11, 2019

We Must Keep the Faith


Based on Hebrews 11:1-3, 8-16
First delivered Aug. 11, 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr


            This will be the one that will finally get Congress to act. Where have we heard that one before? After every major mass shooting the national conversation goes back to legislating gun reforms. The shooting is so heinous and shocking. People cry out “enough is enough” and “do something” and “save your thoughts and prayers.” It happened after the Aurora shooting. It happened after Sandy Hook. It happened after Parkland. It happened after Orlando. It happened after Las Vegas. It happened after Charleston. It happened after Pittsburg. It is happening now after El Paso and Dayton. Is this the one that will finally turn the tide? Will our leaders at the federal level finally pass meaningful gun reforms in an attempt to reduce the madness?

            After the Sandy Hook massacre, when all those children were killed in school, when a poll indicated that 90% of Americans supported the legislation being considered in Congress, and yet the legislation was not passed…many people, myself included, thought that the debate was over. If legislation could not be passed after Sandy Hook, then no legislation will ever be passed. At least not for a generation. We are horrified by the mass shootings, although not as horrified as we used to be. Regularity leads to normalcy. Becoming numb to the pain and horror is a survival mechanism for our psyches. Apparently mass shootings are part of America, a unique experience that is a manifestation of who we are. We don’t like it but there’s nothing we can do about it. That’s what I thought when after Sandy Hook nothing changed. It wasn’t the last one. And there will be more. Many more.

            It’s not just mass shootings. Homicides continue to plague our streets. A few days ago, I was walking up Hague between Mound and Sullivant and saw two memorials of young people whose lives were taken by gunfire. Too often we hear of some kid playing around with a gun and it accidently goes off and kills their friend. I recently heard of a family who were responsible gun owners. The gun was in one place. The magazine was in another and the ammunition in a third location. It was all locked up. Nevertheless, their child broke the locks of all three locations and ended their life. There are more guns than people in our nation and every year thousands of people lose their lives at the hand of a gun, either by their own hand or someone else’s. This has been going on for decades. It seems hopeless that it can change.

            Still, when these shootings happen people call out for action. A week ago, when Gov. DeWine was at the vigil for the victims of the Dayton shooting, he was drowned out with people in the crowd chanting, “Do something!” Two days later, the governor held a press conference where he outlined a series of things that he wants to do with the support of the legislature, including universal background checks and the passing of a red flag law. Our president came out vocally in support of background checks and said that majority leader McConnel was on board and that the NRA will come along. Public outcry surely had an impact on getting these political leaders to at least say what they want to do rather than what can’t be done.

            But will the talk become action? Will we ever get to a time where mass shootings are a thing of the past, when it will only be read about in the history books? I wonder if we can get to the minimum standard of universal background checks.

            So far, the evidence suggests that things won’t change. That in the end our political leaders will buckle to the pressure of the gun lobby and a vocal minority of their constituents and not pass any meaningful legislation. That is what we have seen time and time again. If nothing changed after Sandy Hook, why will this time be different?

            Politicians talk, but there is no action. People gather to protest and hold vigils, but nothing changes. So, if it’s the same lack of results time and time again, why should anyone push for change in our gun laws? What’s the point of speaking up and applying public pressure if it appears nothing can be done to stop these mass shootings? The evidence suggests it is wasted effort. It appears the prudent thing to do is adjust to the new normal, be vigilant, be prepared to run, hide or fight. The evidence suggests that change is hopeless.

            Why keep pressing for change? If we rely only on past experience, then there is no reason to keep pushing. We aren’t going to find any inspiration for bringing about gun reforms in our society if we rely on past experience. So where will the inspiration come? What will keep us from falling into despair over the reality of gun violence in our communities? We keep pushing for change because we believe that things don’t have to be this way. We believe that mass shootings are not the new normal, not something to get adjusted to, not something we just have to accept. It is belief that things can change, in spite of the evidence, that gives us the strength to keep pushing for change in our society.

            And this is where hope and faith come in to play. We hear in the scripture this morning that faith is assurance of things we hope for and certainty of things we do not see. If we don’t see a society in which mass shootings no longer happen and we don’t see any action to reduce gun violence, that is where we have to draw on our faith, to believe that the way things are is not permanent, that things can be different, that mass shootings can be a thing of the past. Faith is the capacity to have vision for what will be. Faith is what allows us to envision a future where gun violence is a thing of the past. Faith and hope are what gives us the strength and inspiration to keep pushing for change, to not settle for the status quo or give up in despair that nothing will ever be different. I’m talking a lot about gun violence because that is at the front of all of our minds. But this is not only about gun violence. It is our faith and hope in God, the belief that God is making all things new, that God is about the work of redemption, of restoration, of reconciliation, of healing…that’s what God is about. And that’s what we are about as children of God. This is our task as Christians, to be about God’s work of mending society as we follow Jesus and live out the way of Jesus. We are God’s workers, we are the hands and feet of Christ, we are the ones through whom God is working to bring to pass the kind of world God desires. The beloved community that God envisions for the world does not come to be by magic. It doesn’t suddenly appear. It is a process of becoming through human actions guided by the Spirit of God. It is our faith and hope in God that keeps us engaged in this redemptive work that we are all called to participate in.

            All that said, Heb. 11:13 resonates in a big way. Our ancestors in the faith “did not receive the things God had promised.” In their lifetime their hopes did not become reality. They lived and died without God’s promises being fulfilled. The promise of God is that one day justice shall roll down like water and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream, when nation shall not take up the sword against nation, neither shall they learn war anymore. And the promises of God remain unfulfilled.

            But what does it say? Our ancestors who died in faith were not bitter or resentful, so the author of Hebrews writes. They saw the promises of God fulfilled from a long way off and they welcomed the fulfillment of the promises. They had visions of what God’s fulfilled promises would look like. They did not let their current circumstance limit their vision of what God will accomplish. As the old saying goes, our ancestors kept their eyes on the prize. Verses 15 and 16, “they did not keep thinking about the country they had left…instead, it was for a better country they longed for, the heavenly country.”

            Our ancestors trusted in God, the one who made visible what was invisible by speaking it into existence. If God can create the heavens and the earth, surely God can and will bring to pass the new heaven and the new earth. Our ancestors were confident that God will fulfill what God has promised. It wasn’t in their lifetime. But they saw it as a future reality that one day their descendants will enjoy. God will keep God’s promises. That is the faith that sustained our ancestors. It is this faith that can sustain us in these trying times when it seems this earth is far from heavenly.

            Will we see the end to mass shootings and gun violence in our lifetime? It is possible. Thirty years ago, when the Berlin Wall was torn down, I remember my dad say he never thought he would live to see that day. Twenty years ago, few believed that they would see a black man as president of the United States in their lifetime. Ten years ago, few believed that gay marriage would be legal in this country in their lifetime. Who is to say that five years from now mass shootings are no longer something we experience as a society? If enough people act, it could happen. Or not. But the time will come. Of that we can be sure. Why? Because we have the promises of God who loves the world so much that God sent his only son so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. God sent the son into the world, not to condemn the world but to save it. And that salvation is not only about going to heaven and avoiding hell. Salvation is about overcoming sin and death with righteousness and life. It is about being made right with God. It is about experiencing new life, forgiveness, new possibilities, peace, wholeness, and joy in this life. Salvation is not just a future experience but a present reality. God is in the business of salvation, of redemption, of restoration, of making all things new. And what God has set out to do will be completed. The new heaven and the new earth will one day be manifest. Heaven and earth will be one. On these promises we must stand, firm in our faith, our hope placed on God. Not looking back. Not frozen in place. But, as Abraham of old, moving forward on the journey toward the land that God will show us, a vision of what God will do, a commitment to be the instruments of God’s unfolding vision. Now, more than ever, we must cling to this faith.

            Brothers and sisters, we live in a time where God needs us to be instruments of peace, to speak words of truth and comfort, to proclaim good news, to incarnate Jesus in the world. We live in a time where we need to open ourselves to the Spirit of God to give us dreams and visions of God’s beloved community and then to live into those visions. Now is the time for all of us to keep the faith, to be a people of hope who worship the God of hope, and keep moving forward, following Jesus, who is the author and perfecter of our faith. May it be so.


Tuesday, August 6, 2019

There is Enough


Based on Luke 12:13-32
First delivered Aug. 4, 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr

            Who wouldn’t want to win the lottery?  When the Powerball gets to be in the tens of millions of dollars, I confess, we go buy a ticket. What’s two bucks, right? To win the lottery would definitely be a life-changer.
            A few weeks ago, our family went to Door County, Wisconsin. It is a peninsula that juts out into Lake Michigan to the south of Green Bay. It is absolutely gorgeous. It is not overdeveloped. There remains lots of farmland growing hay and fruit orchards. The small towns are quaint. You will find no Kroger or McDonalds. I’m not sure how wonderful it is up there in the winter. We giggled over the snowmobile hazard signs everywhere along the roads. But in the summer…you can’t beat it.
            So, Kim and I were fantasizing about buying a house up there to live in during the warmer months when we retire. Of course, to purchase a lot would be $1 million even before you consider the price of the home. For this fantasy of buying a vacation home in Door County, Wisconsin to happen, we knew we would first have to win the lottery.
            The lottery is sort of like receiving an inheritance, except getting an inheritance is much more likely than winning the lottery. Sure, the inheritance you receive will most likely not be as big a windfall as winning the lottery. But there’s a good chance that the inheritance you receive will give you a nice financial boost. You may be able to pay off some debts, have a nice amount to invest or save, it could be a fresh start for you.
            And that’s what the man wanted when he came to Jesus to ask him to tell his brother to give him his portion of the inheritance. Apparently, his brother was holding out on him. It was simple fairness for him to get what was his due.
            But Jesus not only refuses to arbitrate this matter, he also launches into a teaching about greed. Why? How was this man being greedy? All he wanted was what was due to him to receive. Or maybe Jesus was thinking about his brother who wasn’t giving over the inheritance. I guess you could say he was being greedy. But why did Jesus not want to get involved in the matter? Maybe he didn’t want to deal with the drama! Or he didn’t believe it was the best use of his time, that it was a distraction from his mission. It’s not clear what about this situation triggered Jesus to teach on greed but that’s what Jesus does. He uses the occasion of a man wanting his inheritance to talk about greed.
            What is so great about receiving an inheritance or winning the lottery is the financial freedom that comes with it. With all that money you have more freedom to do what you want, or not want to do. Don’t want to work for a living? Quit. Want to take that trip, buy that house, get a place along Lake Michigan? Go for it. Want to pay for your kid’s college education? Awesome. You want to start a foundation so you can support non-profits addressing issues you care about? God bless you. To have that windfall makes possible the ability to be self-supporting, to be independent, to not have to rely on anyone else. It is to have freedom. What’s wrong with that?
            Jesus tells a story about a man who was blessed with huge crops one growing season. He looks at all the grain that has been harvested. Whether he harvested it or he had workers that did it, we do not know. Whether he even planted the crops or it was done by sharecroppers, we don’t know. For all we know he may have just been the landowner and others did all the work. At any rate, he looks at the big mounds of grain and then looks at his barns and decides to tear down those barns and build bigger ones. I wonder if he is the one who will be building those barns or if others will do the work? He decides to store all the excess crops and live off it for the next several years. He has nothing to worry about. The next few years could be terrible growing seasons but what does he care? He is self-supporting now. He has the freedom to kick back, relax, and enjoy all this excess…for himself. What about the people who we assume work for him? It appears he is only thinking about himself. He doesn’t even offer up a word of thanks to God for providing such good weather and fertile soil. It is as if this man is in his own little world.
            What was it about this man that made him a fool? Doing the hard work of planting and reaping so that there can be a big crop is not foolish, assuming he was actually doing this work. Arranging for the crops to be stored rather than to go to waste is not foolish. Think of the time when Joseph instructed Pharaoh to store up the grain for seven consecutive years when the yield was plentiful so that when the seven years of drought came the nation would have enough surplus to survive. It’s not foolish to store up surplus for the lean years that are bound to come, especially when farming is concerned.
            I think Jesus points to the man’s foolishness with the question he places in God’s mouth. “This very night your life is being demanded of you. And the things you have prepared, whose will they be?” The man was foolish in that he presumed he would be alive for many years when we can’t presume that we will live past today. Each day is a gift. But he was also foolish because he claimed all those crops as his own. He never thought that others may have a claim on those crops. The abundance wasn’t meant only for him.
            Jesus goes on to say that we ought to be rich toward God. What does that mean? I wonder if it has something to do with where we put our energies. Do we focus on getting rich with material wealth or do we focus on having a rich relationship with God?
            Jesus gets at that by talking about how God provides for us so that we have no need to be anxious about what we will eat or wear. Ravens don’t plant or reap, they don’t have barns, but God feeds them. Lilies don’t toil or spin, yet God clothes them. If God provides for birds and flowers, how much more will God provide for us? Of course, this doesn’t mean our food and clothes drop from the sky or magically appear. We obviously have to work and earn money so we can buy our food and clothes. But, if all else fails and you are in need, you get your food at the food pantry at Parkview and your clothes from the free store at Westgate. Our needs will be provided for, one way or another. God will make sure of it. Because people who have more than they need share their food and clothing for those who lack. That’s how God makes sure that we all have what we need, through the generous sharing of abundance.
            So, we are not to pursue these things, what we will eat or what we will wear. This will all be provided for. Instead, let’s pursue the kingdom of God. Let that be our focus. Let’s spend our energies on this pursuit. But the good news is that it is God’s pleasure to give us the kingdom. We are pursuing something that God is happy to give us. What does this mean? How does God give us the kingdom?
            In the book of Acts, we read of how the believers pooled all their resources into a common fund that everyone had access to if they had any need. There was enough for everyone. This is a manifestation of the kingdom of God.
            In the story of the prodigal son, when the older son is complaining to his father that he never gave him even a young goat so that he could celebrate with his friends, his father said, “Son, all I have is yours.” He could have helped himself to a goat any time he wanted to. There was enough. This is a manifestation of the kingdom of God.
            How are these two examples a manifestation of the kingdom of God? Because when resources are shared, what is created is an interdependent community. People depend on each other to have the needs of all met. It is not a collection of individuals struggling to meet their own individual needs on their own. By working together and sharing resources, depending on each other, then there is more than enough. Working together and sharing reflects the character of God. The kingdom of God is a community that reflects the character of God.
            God is love. God is creative. God is relational. So, wherever there is created a community of loving relationships, the character of God is being manifest, and thus the reign of God is being manifest. When a community uses their combined resources for the benefit of the whole, this manifests a community of interdependent relationships. The sharing of resources manifests the reign of God that we are to pursue and to receive.
            This past week was band camp for many high schools across central Ohio. My youngest son participates in the Westerville North marching band. From 9 am to 9 pm every day this past week, he and his mates were at the school learning the music and the drill. For band camp to work, it required a lot of parent volunteers to be around and take care of things. It required the donations of food. Every evening there were group building activities that required the donation of various items. Band camp was a great success because so many people gave of their resources. A community of interdependent relationships was formed. On Friday the kids demonstrated to us all they had accomplished so far as a group. It was beautiful. This is a manifestation of the reign of God.
            Think about the way Westgate and Parkview share resources for the good of the whole. Tithes and offerings are given so that bills can be paid. The two churches together provide my salary and benefits. Both buildings are open and used by the community for all kinds of meetings and ministries. In fact, the very presence of our buildings is a visible reminder that God is present in this community. In all the ways that we share the resources we have we are creating a community of interdependent relationships. And that is a manifestation of the reign of God.
            This is what God has given us. God has given us our community as brothers and sisters in Christ. We have each other. We are committed to each other. There is a bond of love for each other. We are not a collection of individuals. We are the body of Christ, bound together by the Holy Spirit. Our life together is the kingdom that God has given us.
            We can be rich toward God then by nurturing our relationship with God, with each other, and with the wider community. As we live into our interdependent relationships, our lives are enriched, our community is enriched, our relationship with God is enriched. And this is something worth striving for, not food and clothes that are provided for us one way or another. They seem so trivial in comparison to the pursuit of a life enriched by God, one another, and the community that we find ourselves in.
            Here is the good news: if we are mindful of the resources available in our community, there is more than enough to meet our needs. Not one person can meet the needs of all of us. But if we make our resources available, and not just our resources, don’t forget the resources of others who live in this community…there is an abundance.
            So, let’s not be anxious about how we will pay the bills. You may have to remind me sometimes that I just said that! As we experience a fresh start with me coming alongside you for a while, hopefully a long while, let us all recommit ourselves to pursue the reign of God by pursuing the creative building up of community. With creativity, with love for God and for one another, let us all enrich our lives together as beloved children of God. And all these things will be given to us as well.

Tuesday, July 9, 2019

Trust is Everything

Based on 2 Kings 5:1-15 and Luke 10:1-11, 16-20
First delivered July 7, 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr


            The stories we heard read this morning are fairly familiar. The first one is about Naaman who was a mighty general, well known of his military victories. Victories that God was given credit to help him achieve in fact. He served the army of Aram, which is currently called Syria. Even though he was well known and well respected, he had a vulnerability. He endured an embarrassing skin disease. Whatever he had tried to get it cured didn’t work. No ointments or salves could clear up the rash. But the slave girl who worked for his wife told her that there was a healer in Israel who could cure her husband of his leprosy. She tells him about it and then he goes to tell his king, who sends him off with a letter to explain to the king of Israel that Naaman is worthy of being cured of his leprosy. But the king of Israel interprets the king of Syria’s letter as suggesting he is to heal Naaman. He cries out in dismay over this impossible request. Elisha hears about it and sends word to the king to send Naaman to him. He’ll take care of it. So Naaman, with all this treasure and ten sets of clothes for some reason, makes his way to Elisha for what he anticipates will be a very public and sensational healing experience. But without accepting payment or even greeting him, Elisha sends an aide to the famous general with a message to go wash in the Jordan. How humiliating! But as the general stomps off two of his servants talk some sense in to him. So he goes to the river and washes himself and is cleansed of his leprosy.

            The second story is the one where Jesus sends out an advance team of seventy or seventy-two people, depending on which ancient manuscript you go with. They are to go out in teams of two to all the towns and places Jesus intends to visit. Their job is to get to the community, cure people, and announce that the kingdom of God is near. He gives them specific directions about what not to take and what not to do in the country when they are walking to the towns, specifically, to travel light and don’t talk to anyone. They are on an urgent mission and there is no time to waste. He tells them what to do when they get to their assigned town. They are to come to a random house and knock on the door. When the door opens they are to greet the person with a word of peace. If peace is returned to them then they are to go on in and receive whatever hospitality is offered them. No bouncing from house to house. After enjoying the hospitality of their hosts they are to then work the community curing people and proclaiming the coming reign of God. And if no one wants them, then they are to shake the dust off their sandals, proclaim the coming reign anyway, with a warning that this town will be wiped out by God, and then move on. The apostles go off and do what Jesus tells them. Everything works out great and they return filled with joy to tell Jesus all the wonderful things they were able to do, how they were able to defeat the power of evil. And Jesus tells them it’s fine to celebrate that but they should mostly be excited that their names are written in the book of life.

            There is a lot that we could look at in these two stories. For the healing of Naaman we could look at the power dynamics. The general and the two kings seem to be full of themselves, a bit out of touch and reactive. But the young Jewish slave girl and the two servants of the general are voices of reason. The power relations are all turned upside down. Or with the story of Jesus sending out the seventy we could reflect on how the apostles were just the messengers, and not to take all the credit when things turn out great and don’t take it personally if things go wrong. People aren’t rejecting them, they are rejecting the one who sent them. They are just the messengers.

            But as I reflected on these two stories one thing that struck me is how the issue of trust is woven throughout both stories. Trust is the grease that makes these stories move. If there had been a lack of trust then nothing would have happened. Naaman wouldn’t have made his way to Israel and the disciples would not have allowed themselves to be sent out as sheep among a pack of wolves. If you think about it, trust is a necessary ingredient in all of our lives. Without trust, none of us would probably be able to make it out of the house every morning. Trust, having faith that things will work, that people will do their jobs, that your car will start and the grocery store will be open, this is what makes life flow. Without a basic trust, life becomes incredibly difficult to deal with. And if you have lost trust in humanity…that’s a tough spot to be in.

            Let’s look at how trust is present in these stories. First, the story of the healing of Naaman. The Jewish slave girl tells the wife of Naaman that there is a prophet who can heal her husband. Amazingly, Naaman’s wife trusts the girl enough to tell her husband that he should give it a try. And he trusts her enough to follow through. I see trust showing up again when Elisha tells Naaman what to do to get healed. Elisha trusts that God will make the healing happen. We also see how Naaman trusts his servants when they reason with him to do the easy thing of dipping himself seven times into the river. In this story, the Jewish slave girl, the wife of Naaman and the two servants were trusted. And God was trusted by Elisha.

            In the story of the sending of the seventy, there is a lot of trust. Jesus is sending them out like sheep among a pack of wolves. That definitely takes a great deal of trust. But not only that. They were to travel without a bag, without any extra stuff. And they had to trust that the community in which they entered would offer them hospitality. They had to trust the family they lived with. At least they weren’t travelling alone. They were in pairs and surely they had each other’s backs. They could trust each other. And they had to trust that the authority Jesus had given them to cure the sick would work. That would be embarrassing if they tried to heal people and failed. So all through this story we see trust at work.

            In fact, without trust, nothing would have happened. If Naaman’s wife had not trusted her slave she would never have told Naaman to go to Israel. And if Naaman had not trusted his wife he wouldn’t have gone. If Elisha had not trusted God then he would have never made the bold move of having Naaman come to his house. And if Naaman had not trusted his servants he would have not gone into the Jordan river. If the disciples had not trusted Jesus they would have never gone out. Jesus probably would have never sent them if he didn’t already know they had trust in him. If they were not willing to trust the hospitality of others the disciples would not have put themselves in the vulnerable position Jesus put them in. If they had not trusted the authority Jesus had given them they would never have attempted to heal anyone. So trust is the necessary ingredient for everything to happen. The healing of Naaman, the sending of the disciples and the faithful work they accomplished all required trust.

            When I first came among you, one of the first things that I needed to do as your pastor was to build trust. Whether we would decide to move ahead with becoming a second location of King Avenue or decide another path, I knew that if I was going to be able to lead you through the process you all would need to have some trust in me. And trust has to be earned. It is built up over time. Trust is developed by being consistent, by doing what you say you will do, by being faithful. Trust is developed by being vulnerable, by sharing, by nurturing relationships. Trust is established by doing life together.

            This is part of what is going on in the story of the seventy apostles. Jesus told them that when each pair got to their assigned town they are to go to any random house, knock, greet the person who opens the door and, if welcomed, to come inside and break bread together. They are to be gracious guests, receiving whatever hospitality is offered them. It was only after they have been welcomed and have settled in, have built some relationships, have developed some trust, that they are to then cure the sick and proclaim the coming of the reign of God. The ministry activity occurs after trust has been established.



            When Pastor Steven comes among you in a few weeks, building trust should be at the top of everyone’s list. You see, it goes both ways. It will take time for you to come to trust Pastor Steven. But it will also take time for Pastor Steven to trust you. I think this will be especially important for St. Luke’s going forward. There continues to be great potential here. We are situated in a dynamic community. And we live in a time when risk taking is going to be necessary, to try new things, build new partnerships, seize opportunities. For the risk taking required for ministry in our society, trust is absolutely critical. So you all are going to have to get to a place where you can trust Pastor Steven. And likewise Pastor Steven is going to have to get to a place where he can trust you.

            My encouragement for you is to do your part to initiate a relationship with Pastor Steven. Don’t wait for him to call on you. Reach out to him and invite him for coffee or for dinner. Share with him your hopes and dreams. Get to know each other. Share your stories. Make yourself vulnerable. But most importantly, trust God to continue to lead this church into the future. For St. Luke’s to be faithful and to thrive in the years to come, what will be required is trust: trust in your pastor, trust in each other, and especially trust in God. If you all can develop and maintain trust, then there is no telling what God will be able to accomplish through you.


Wednesday, June 26, 2019

The Bravest Thing


Based on 1 Kings 19:1-15a and Luke 8:26-39
First delivered June 23, 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr

            Elijah had just been a hero. If we looked back to 1 Kings 18, we would have heard the story of how Elijah mocked the god Baal and his prophets. He concocted a showdown between God and Baal. He told the prophets to build an altar, put wood on it, and then call on Baal to send down fire to light up the wood. They prayed, cried out, cut themselves, and just carried on while Elijah trash talked. “Maybe Baal is busy! Maybe he is asleep!” Finally, all the prophets gave up. It was Elijah’s turn. He built the altar, piled wood on it, and dug a trench around the altar. Then he had the prophets of Baal pour water on the wood and keep pouring until the trench was overflowing with water. Then, with one simple prayer, he asked God to send down fire and instantly flames fell down from heaven, turning the soaked wood into a raging inferno. Having mocked Baal and his prophets, Elijah then had executed all 450 prophets of Baal. A grisly scene to be sure. And a humiliating spectacle for worshippers of Baal. Elijah surely stood tall and proud.

            The word, of course, got back to Queen Jezebel. She did not receive the news well. Instead, she made it clear that she wanted Elijah hunted down, seized, and treated just like he had the prophets of Baal. He was a wanted man set for execution.

            All of a sudden, Elijah the brave became Elijah the fearful. In a panic, he fled from the land of the Queen, getting himself as far away from her as possible. He feared for his life. But not just that, he fears for God. What I mean is, Elijah had it in his head that he was the last of the prophets of God. And if he was killed, there would no longer be any prophet God could work through. God’s purposes would be permanently frustrated. God, in a way, would be powerless. Elijah thought he was indispensable. So he ran, not only for his own sake, but for God’s sake.

            Before we break down what was in Elijah’s head, let us consider this: if Elijah had known in advance what the consequences would be for his brave actions against Baal, would he have done it? Surely Elijah would have known that not everyone would have been happy about what he did or suddenly given up on Baal and converted to worshiping God. But perhaps it didn’t cross his mind that his brave deed would give him a death sentence. If he had known what he was risking beforehand, I am not sure if he would have done what he did. I don’t think Elijah meant to put his life on the line and, as he sees it, put the fulfillment of God’s purposes on the line. He thought he was too indispensable to take such a risk. What he experienced was unintended consequences of his actions.

            We all know what it is like to experience unintended consequences. This common experience has even been turned into a proverb: no good deed goes unpunished. You thought you were helping someone out and then find out you have gotten way over your head. The person you are helping has needs way beyond what you can manage. The sacrifice is too great. Your intentions were good but then in the process of helping out you get in trouble or someone chastises you. You choose to do the right thing, to take a stand for justice, and lose friends because they don’t understand or they disagree with your position. And you didn’t see that coming. How many times have we asked ourselves, “If I knew then what I know now, I wouldn’t have done that, even though my intentions were good.” Sometimes people have been burned so bad by unintended consequences that they become hesitant to ever get involved in helping others or really doing anything until they are convinced they know how things will turn out before starting. They don’t want any surprises. They want to know exactly how everything is going to go, a guaranteed result, fool proof. And if there is no guarantee that everything will go according to plan then they will not even try. Unintended consequences can really set us back. It’s much harder to be brave and daring when you have been burned in the past. Playing it safe becomes much more appealing.

            In his fear, Elijah runs away. But, of course, he can’t run away from God. Look at how God is there for him in his running. God sends an angel to provide food for Elijah to sustain him in his flight. God even tells him where he can go to hide out. Elijah is told to go to Mount Horeb, which is where Moses received the Ten Commandments, and to hide in a cave there. No matter what God may think about Elijah’s perceived indispensability, God knows the state that Elijah is in. God acknowledges his fear, even his panic. So God’s grace kicks in, providing Elijah what he needs while he is in his panicked state.

            How great is God’s grace. I suspect all of us have gone through times of running. Maybe we are running from doing something we know we should do, or making a decision we know we need to make. We find ourselves running from responsibilities. Sometimes we have even been running from God. Whenever this happens in our lives, the good news is that in fact we can’t run from God. And that is a good thing. God is always at work in our lives, doing everything God can to provide for our well-being. Of course, that doesn’t mean bad things don’t happen to us. But God does provide the means to keep us going. God responds to whatever state we are in. God responds in a number of ways. Maybe God puts certain people in our lives that can support us in our struggle and fears. Or God gives us inner prompts to remind us that we are still loved, that no matter what happens things will be ok. Maybe God will lead us to a place where we do check out for a while, to go on retreat or to talk to a therapist, whatever we need to overcome our fears and do what we know we need to do. Whatever is going on in our lives, God is still present and at work to provide for us what we need. God’s grace is sufficient.

            Once Elijah arrives at his hideout, his place of retreat, God asks him an excellent question. “What are you doing here?” Mind you, this is the place where God instructed him to go. But I don’t think the question is about geography. The question God is asking Elijah has to do with why Elijah was running in the first place. It is sort of like the question that any of us who have seen a counselor have had to answer: “What brings you here to see me?”. God wants Elijah to name the state of his mind, what has motivated him to run away.

            This is a great question to sit with whenever you have an opportunity to go to your hideout, to a place of retreat. You can call it retreat, or vacation, or taking a mental health day, whatever you want to call it. We all need times where we can step away from our daily lives, to go on retreat, so we can breathe, so we can be still for a minute, so we can reflect on our lives. And to start that time of reflection God has given us a great prompt: “What are you doing here?” Once again, God provides Elijah and us just what we need. God’s grace is sufficient.

            Elijah’s answer reveals the state of his mind. He talks of how he fears for his life, that he is the only prophet left, and if he is killed, it’s all over. There is no hope. He identifies himself as indispensable. Without him, God’s project will all fall apart. We may laugh at Elijah’s sense of self importance, that everything depends on him. But let’s not be too hard on him. Haven’t we all been there? I know I have. I have worried that if I’m not around, if I’m not in charge, then it’s all going to fall apart. I have sometimes felt indispensable. Have you? I think all of us have been in Elijah’s state of mind from time to time. I humbly suggest that when we have felt indispensable it reveals a lack of trust in the power of God. Elijah had slipped into thinking that God could not accomplish God’s purposes without him. He lacked trust in God’s ability to make adjustments and find other people to get the job done. I think that in most situations when we are tempted to feel like we are indispensable, it reveals a lack of trust, trust in the capacity of others and even a lack of trust in God to see things through.

            At the same time, let’s be honest. Elijah is a big deal. He is an amazing prophet. We saw what God could do through him when he alone faced down 450 prophets of Baal. He worked miracles. God even used him to bring a young boy back to life. I mean Elijah is one of the greatest prophets of all time. The loss of his life really would be a big deal. Yes, how he responds to God’s question does seem a bit overblown, the notion that everything depends on him. Still, Elijah’s loss would leave a huge hole to fill. So it is certainly reasonable for Elijah to fear for his life and not be cavalier about that. It is reasonable for him to recognize the risk that he is under and how that would affect God’s purposes from being fulfilled.

            That said, and how it appears Elijah has some doubts about God’s power, God doesn’t let Elijah stay on retreat for long. He gives Elijah an assignment. In spite of his fears and uncertainties, Elijah still has work to do. He still has responsibilities. He is still God’s prophet. He can’t stay in his hideout forever. He must go to the wilderness of Damascus to anoint someone to be a king. Duty calls.

            And so, Elijah goes. And as he heads out to the wilderness of Damascus, let me first note that this task continues to keep him far away from Jezebel. So it’s not like God is sending Elijah back to where he came from. He has work to do but he will remain in a safe location. God knows the risks to Elijah’s life as well! But also, Elijah does not yet know what else God has planned. He does not know how God will arrange for Jezebel to die before she can get to Elijah. And he doesn’t know how God will set it up for Elijah to literally pass his mantle to Elisha who will continue the prophetic work. Without knowing how God is going to make everything work out, Elijah goes forth, leaving his place of retreat, to continue the work.

            Even though we find ourselves in fearful times, and are sometimes uncertain of God’s power, God still has an assignment for us. I am not just thinking about this time of transition for us as a church with me leaving and another pastor coming. And I certainly don’t see myself as indispensable! Under the new pastor’s leadership, and with God’s help, this church will be fine. But I know there is some anxiety. And it’s not just St. Luke’s but we fret about the future of the United Methodist Church. And we fret about the United States, especially now that we are moving into election season. There are plenty of things to fret and worry about. Still, God has an assignment for each of us. We all still have good work to do, people to help, encouraging words to share, love and support to demonstrate. We don’t know how God is going to make everything work out, just like Elijah didn’t know when he left his cave. But we can trust that somehow God’s purposes will be achieved: God’s purposes for St. Luke’s, God’s purposes for the United Methodist Church, God’s purposes for the United States, God’s purposes for anything. My mom used to say, “There’s more than one way to skin a cat.” Sorry to all you cat lovers. God has more than one way to achieve God’s purposes, of that we can be sure. And we still have something to contribute to the fulfilment of those purposes, in spite of our anxiety and uncertainty.

            And it can be messy. We all know we have to keep on keeping on in our discipleship. We still have to help people, act out of love, do what we can for the well-being of others even as we pray and read our Bibles and come to worship. But just because we keep focused on living a Christian life doesn’t mean everything is going to be just fine. A great example is what we heard in the gospel reading this morning. What Jesus did was a great thing. He cast a legion of demons out of that man. But there was collateral damage. Those swineherds lost all their hogs. And that was their livelihood. What are they going to do now? This man’s healing from demon possession also caused real hardship for those swineherds. The good news of this man’s healing wasn’t good news for everyone. It was messy.

            Not only can things get messy when we do good work, we also don’t always get what we want. It is interesting in this story of the healing of this man. When Jesus comes up to him, the demons already know who Jesus is. They beg Jesus to send them into the herd of pigs instead of sending them to the abyss. Amazingly, Jesus grants their request. On the other hand, the man who was healed asked to continue on with Jesus as he went on his journey, but Jesus turned him down. The demons got what they wanted but not the man who was healed. That doesn’t seem fair.

            I wonder why the man wanted to follow Jesus. Maybe he wanted to be his disciple, to learn from Jesus. Or maybe he wanted to stay by Jesus in case the demons came back. It would be comforting to know that if the demon possession happened again that his savior would be by his side to cast them out again. At any rate, the man had his reasons for following Jesus. It doesn’t seem much to ask. Surely Jesus wouldn’t have a problem having him come along.

            But if he had followed Jesus, the people in the town would not have had to deal with him and come to terms with the fact that this man was healed. Everyone in the town came out to see for themselves what the swineherds had told them about what Jesus had done. It was right there before their eyes. And they got scared. There is a lot of fear in the stories we have heard today, isn’t there. Their response is to tell Jesus to move on. He has caused enough ruckus, in spite of the fact that this man who had lived naked in the tombs as a raving lunatic was now clothed and in his right mind. They probably would have been fine if the man went with Jesus too so they could just move on as a community and forget that any of this happened. Easier to return to status quo that way. But with the man staying in their community, a continuous reminder that he had been healed by Jesus, well they couldn’t go back to the way things were. They would be regularly reminded of what Jesus had done for him. They would remember all those pigs that died in the process and the hardship that created for the community. They would be reminded of the messy situation that was this man’s healing. And they would have to come to terms with it, to come to realize this man was no longer who he had been. He deserved his rightful place in the community. As long as this man lived among them their community would be unsettled until they made peace with what had happened and incorporated him fully into their life together. Only then would the community be made whole. The man needed to stay in the town for their own good. Even though he wanted to leave that town behind and go with Jesus, he needed to stay for their sake.

            Elijah was told to go. The man was told to stay. Both had to contend with their own fears and find their ways through messy situations. Elijah feared for his life and lived as a wanted man as a consequence of facing off against 450 prophets of Baal. The man was afraid the demons might come back and instead had to remain in a town that partially blamed him for the loss of a herd of pigs as a consequence of his healing. They were messy situations. But they understood what their task was before them. And they faithfully followed through with their assignments. The same can be true for us in our own messy situations, contending with unforeseen consequences as a result of doing ministry, with our own fears and uncertainties. We all still have tasks to complete, good works to perform, ministry to be done, stories of God’s healing and grace to be shared.

            So this is our challenge as we continue forward in the weeks, months and years ahead. Our challenge is to trust God, to trust that there is more than one way for God to achieve God’s purposes, to trust that what God directs us to do is part of the achieving of God’s purposes, to trust that somehow God’s going to make sure that things work out even though we may not get what we want. Our challenge is to remain attentive to God, to be open to what God is directing us to do, the tasks that God places before us. And as we become clear on what our task is, we do the work of following through in spite of our fears and uncertainties. Elijah was brave when he faced down those 450 prophets. Perhaps he was even more brave to leave the cave and go on with the work in spite of his fears and uncertainties. It is in our faithfulness to the work that God places before us in spite of our fears and uncertainties that is the bravest thing any of us can do.


Tuesday, June 18, 2019

We are Connected


Based on Proverbs 8:1-4, 22-31 and John 16:12-15
First delivered June 16, 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr


            Today in the Christian calendar is Trinity Sunday. It has been a long standing practice in the church to dedicate the first Sunday after Pentecost to the doctrine of the Trinity. A lot can be said about the Trinity. Indeed, thousands and thousands of books have been written on the subject. It is a doctrine that pushes the extremes of logic. How does 1+1+1=1? How can we say that we worship one god instead of three? Trying to explain this conundrum has been attempted in a number of ways. St. Patrick famously pointed to a three leaf clover. Another old image is that of fire: the fire itself is the Father, the light of the fire is the Son and the heat that emits from the fire is the Holy Spirit. This Christian comedian I used to listen to as a kid, Mike Warnke, used to explain the Trinity by pointing to a cherry pie. Take the pie and cut it into three pieces. You have the three separate pieces but the cherry filling can’t be divided up. In the same way the Trinity is three Persons but one Substance.

            Today I want to focus our attention on how our understanding of God as Three in One captures a key aspect of who God is, which is that God is relational. Whatever it means to say that the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit are three separate Persons, these Persons are so totally interrelated that all three work together. None of them work independently of the other. They are totally interdependent, a harmonious community of three. This total interdependence reflects the relational nature of God. God is a relational God. That’s our focus.

            First, let’s look at this amazing portrayal of Wisdom we find in Proverbs. In this poetic passage, Wisdom, or Sophia in Greek, is personified. She is portrayed as having been born from God as the first created being. She is by God’s side through the whole creation process. And she continually rejoices in God, delighting in the world that God made and in the human race.

            In all these ways, Wisdom is related to the Creator God. From the beginning, before anything else was created, God gave birth to Wisdom to be in relation with all throughout the creation process. God did not want to be alone. We have come to understand this portrayal of Wisdom as referring to the Holy Spirit. Like we read in Gen. 1:2, the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters. That Spirit, according to Proverbs 8, was Sophia, Wisdom.

            Now let’s look at what Jesus says about the Spirit. Jesus identifies this as the Spirit of truth. Jesus says that the Spirit declares what he hears from the Father. He does not speak on his own. In the same way Jesus has told his disciples that he does not speak on his own but only what he hears from the Father. So what Jesus is saying is that the Spirit who will come after he returns to the Father will continue doing what Jesus has been doing with them, which is teaching them what the Father wants taught. Jesus also says that the Spirit will lead the disciples into all truth. What does this mean? Does this mean that there is more revelation from God than what Jesus was able to tell the disciples? Perhaps it does mean that. But it could also mean that what the Spirit will do is to help the disciples more fully understand who Jesus is and what Jesus taught. When the disciples faced new situations, the Spirit would reveal to them new insights into Jesus’ teachings. The stories he taught would take on deeper meanings. The Spirit would help the disciples answer the clichéd question that was very popular several years ago: “what would Jesus do?”. So this was the role of the Holy Spirit, to continue the teaching ministry of Jesus after he left the disciples and returned to the Father. It is the Spirit that keeps the disciples connected with the Father and the Son. The Spirit makes relationship with God possible.

            So let me try to bring all this back down to earth, past the theological musings, and ground all this in our life together as a community. What can the Trinity reveal to us about God and our relationship with God?

            If the Trinity means anything, it means that God is inherently relational. God is not a single entity in a far distant heaven. No, God is three Persons working together in a perfect, interdependent relationship. In God’s essence there is interdependent relationship. The Father reveals truth through the Son by the Holy Spirit. None of them go rogue. All three work together in every situation. They are a team to the maximum level.

            We, who have been made in the image of God, are made to be in relationship. We are relational creatures. We all need to belong somewhere. We need a family, whether blood relation or not. We need a group to run around with. We need friends. We need to be a part of something bigger than ourselves. We need community. As an aside, this is why solitary confinement is so punishing and, in fact, can cause deep mental and emotional trauma. Studies have shown how children who are isolated from human touch have profound effects on their emotional development. To thrive as human beings we need community.

            So when it comes to understanding the things of God and the way of Jesus, the Spirit teaches us these things in community. It is true that you can read the Bible for yourself and interpret it on your own. But let’s face it, there is a lot of the Bible that is really hard to understand. Most of us need some help from others who have dedicated their lives to interpreting the Bible to share their insights. Trust me, I don’t come up with these sermons all by myself. I read a number of Bible interpreters, letting their insights guide my own thinking as I craft these sermons. I have found it much more fruitful to study the Bible with others. The study of Galatians we had a few weeks back was wonderful because we were provided excellent discussion questions and had great conversations. We all got much more out of Galatians than if we had just read it on our own or answered the reflection questions by ourselves. The Bible has always been meant to be read and studied in community.

            Also, understanding where God is working in our lives is discovered in conversation. My family lived about twelve miles away from church. When it was time for youth group on Sunday evening, the youth pastor would drive a van out to Edmond where me and a few other kids in the youth group lived. When we got in the van he would ask each of us, “Where have you seen Jesus this week?” That was our conversation for the 15-20 minute drive to church. Sure, I could have sat there in the silence of my own space and contemplated where I had recently seen Jesus. But in the conversation, as people told their stories, it prompted my own observations. Or maybe I had something to share first which got others talking. It was easier to name where we saw God working in our lives when we had a conversation about it. And certainly when it comes to discerning what your purpose in life is, what your vocation is, that takes a lot of conversation with a lot of people. I know some people have a dream or have some powerful spiritual experience that makes them believe they have been called into the ministry. I had one of those powerful experiences myself. But just claiming that experience isn’t going to get you a preachers license. There is a long discernment process done in community to confirm that call. And that’s true for any vocation, not just being a preacher. Whatever God has called you to do with your life, you discover it and are affirmed in that call by others. It is in community that we get clear how God is working in our lives.

            Whenever a church is trying to discover what their next faithful step will be, the Spirit is the one who will reveal the possibilities. But this is not done with just the pastor or a couple of people. The whole church has to discern the next faithful step together. It is prayerful conversations of the church, not just one or two people, that guide a church into the future faithfully. We saw that here at St. Luke’s when we came together to discern whether or not our next faithful step should have been to become a second location of King Avenue. It seemed clear to us that now was not the time. As the United Methodist Church looks into a murky future, in which division is likely, our faithful future will not be decided by a couple of folks. It will take many conversations from a huge swath of people to discern what our next faithful step will be. In fact, there are a couple of conversations being planned right now in which you can come and be a part. One will be held in late July at Worthington UMC by a group called UMC Next. Another one being organized by some of us in the Reconciling Ministries Network is being organized for later this year to talk through how we will respond when the new Book of Discipline goes into effect in January. Look for detailed information about how you can be a part of those conversations. It takes these ongoing conversations for the Spirit to guide us a church and denomination faithfully into the future.

            The last thing I want to say about the Trinity is to express gratitude for the Spirit. As you know, last week we celebrated Pentecost, when the Spirit fell down on the disciples, propelling them outside the four walls of their safe house and on to the streets to proclaim the mighty acts of God. That same Spirit continues to be poured on us day by day. It is the Holy Spirit that connects us with God, so that God is not remote and distant but as near as our breath. Being the temples of the Holy Spirit that we are, in some mysterious way God is present within each of us, which is one reason why every single one of us is precious. It is the Spirit that makes that connection real. But the Spirit doesn’t only connect us with God. The Spirit connects us with each other. Each of us share in this same Spirit. If the Spirit was the internet we would all be online, linked to each other. The Spirit is like wi-fi that connects us all together. And just as you can Facetime with someone right now who is living in Japan, geography does not matter in our Spirit connection with each other. No matter where you and I are at any given moment we are connected as many parts of one body, the body of Christ. And not only is geography not a limit to our connection but neither is time. When our loved ones die, we are still connected to them. And we have the promise that one day we will be with them again. It is the Spirit that connects us with our ancestors. And it is the Spirit that will connect us with those who will come after us, even to the thousandth generation, if you can even imagine that. The Spirit of God connects us beyond space and time. The community that you and I belong to, made possible by the Spirit, truly is incomprehensibly huge. We all belong in a way that none of us fully comprehend or appreciate. The web of relationships made possible by the Spirit is unfathomable. At the bare minimum I can tell you that although in a few weeks I will no longer be your pastor we will remain connected in a spiritual sense. And this cord will not be broken. So I give gratitude to the Spirit who makes possible our relationship with God and with each other, a relationship that by God’s grace will never be lost.


Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Tell Your Story


Based on Acts 2:1-21
First preached Pentecost 2019
Rev. Dr. Kevin Orr


            This morning’s scripture reading is, of course, the story of what happened the first Pentecost after Jesus’ resurrection and ascension. Pentecost marks the 50th day after Passover, a festival called Shavuot, which celebrated the wheat harvest and also the time when Moses received the Ten Commandments. Jews from all across the world would go on pilgrimage to Jerusalem for this festival. This sets the table nicely for the gospel to be proclaimed to all the nations of the world from the beginning, when you have Jews that represent every nation present in Jerusalem for the festival.

            The first thing that stuck out for me as I reflected on this passage is that the disciples were all together in one place. The disciples were not scattered about in their own homes. And by disciples we aren’t just talking about the twelve disciples. There were 120 disciples gathered in this house. Before Jesus ascended to heaven he told the disciples to go to Jerusalem and to wait for the Holy Spirit to come down upon them, so that they would have power from on high. And so, here they were, talking, praying and waiting for the coming of the promised Holy Spirit.

            Now just because they were all together in one place doesn’t mean that they were all of one mind. We shouldn’t be surprised if there were some personality conflicts. After all, with 120 people in one place there was bound to be some people that didn’t really like each other. Some people probably got on other people’s nerves. We know in the gospels that the disciples didn’t always get along. Aside from that, everyone is just kind of waiting around to see what the next faithful step will be for them. They are waiting for the Spirit. But when the Spirit does come, what then? Maybe there was some strategizing already taking place about what the next move would be once the Spirit arrived to give them the power they needed. Or maybe some cautioned that they shouldn’t be making any decisions until the Spirit arrived. Then maybe the Spirit would reveal to all of them what they should do. The bottom line, you had in this house 120 people who were waiting around, not sure what the next move would be, and maybe not all on the same page.

            As I thought about what it must have been in that house, it reminded me a little of Annual Conference. Clergy and lay people from all across West Ohio are gathered together in one place. It’s not a house, it’s Hoover Auditorium. And there are over 2000 of us. And we are certainly not all of one mind. Not everyone there gets along. There is talk about where we are as a church and what the next faithful step ought to be. There is some tension. A little uncertainty. A longing for the Holy Spirit to come down and fill us, empower us and guide us. We aren’t all on the same page. But at least we are all together in one place, and that’s something.

            And of course we are all here together this morning and that’s a good thing. We aren’t all of the same mind on everything. I wouldn’t say we have the same level of anxiety and tension that I felt at Annual Conference this week. But we are waiting for the Spirit to lead us into the next step as a congregation, as I prepare to leave you and the next pastor comes in to travel with you the next leg of this journey of St. Luke’s. It’s good that we are here together as we wait on the Spirit to guide us forward.

            The second thing that struck me is how the Holy Spirit fell on every person present. The Spirit didn’t just come down on Peter and the other eleven disciples. No, the Spirit came down on everyone gathered together in the house. It was an inclusive outpouring of the Spirit. No one was left out. Each person had what appeared to be a flame of fire appear over their heads. Each person was moved to proclaim the mighty works of God. Each person participated in the move of the Spirit in their midst. No one sat by or got passed over.

            Now we carry on this understanding that no one gets passed over because we believe that when a person is baptized they receive the Holy Spirit as a part of that sacramental act. After I baptize someone I pray that the Holy Spirit come upon the person to empower them to become a faithful disciple. With holy oil I mark that person with the sign of the cross on their foreheads as an act of sealing them with the Holy Spirit. For us as United Methodists, people who are baptized don’t wait until some later time when the Spirit falls on them. Some churches do believe that later in a believer’s life they receive Spirit baptism which is accompanied by signs, often speaking in tongues. But for us and many other churches the Spirit fills us at the moment of our baptism. It is part of one sacramental act. Whether you are baptized as a baby or well along in life, when the baptism happens you receive the Holy Spirit. No one is passed over. And the Spirit doesn’t come and go. The Spirit abides within us. We are temples of the Holy Spirit. We have received what we need to be empowered to live the life of discipleship we have been baptized in to. All there is for us to do is to be open to the leading and empowerment of the Spirit, to tap into the Spirit rather than block it off.

            Here’s the third thing that struck me about this story from Acts: when the disciples were filled with the Holy Spirit they rushed out of the house and into the streets to proclaim the mighty acts of God. They didn’t just stay inside and bask in the presence of the Spirit. No, they were compelled to get out of the house so that they could tell others how awesome God is and what are the awesome things God has done. It seems that no one stayed behind in the house. Everyone went out together into the streets so that those outside the four walls of the house could find out what God is doing.

            Have you ever experienced something in which every part of your being cried out for you to tell somebody? Maybe you learned you were pregnant. Or you got the promotion you have been waiting for. Or some other great thing just happened in your life. Maybe you rushed to post your good news on Facebook. Or you called a friend. Or you find a way to steer the conversation toward your good news. However you do it, the news is so hot, so exciting, you just have to get it out. You have to tell someone your good news. This seems to be what it was like for those disciples when the Spirit promised by Jesus came down upon them. They had to get out there and tell others, even complete strangers, their good news.

            From time to time we have had good news to tell. But when was the last time you felt compelled to proclaim the mighty acts of God? When was the last time you had an experience with God that was so powerful, so exciting and uplifting, that you just had to share that experience with others? I would hope that for all of us this would be a regular occurrence. But I can honestly tell you that it has been awhile since I have felt compelled to share my experience of God with others. It’s not that I have something against it. If someone was to ask me I would surely tell them about how I have experienced God in my life. But it’s not something I lead with. It’s not something I am so excited about that I am compelled to steer conversations toward talking about how I have experienced God in my life. Hopefully I am the only one here for whom this is the case. But I wouldn’t be surprised if I am the only one. I think it’s pretty common that, over time, our relationship with God becomes so much a part of our life that it loses its wonder and excitement. God becomes so familiar. Our experience of God is as common as breathing. It doesn’t have the same excitement as when we first experienced God in a deep way. Our experience of God has become so common and normal that it doesn’t feel like we have much of anything to share. I’m not saying this is good or bad. It’s just the way it is. In any relationship, after a while, the excitement levels off. We are simply doing life together, in our human relationships as well as our relationship with God. And let’s be honest, our lives often are not very exciting.

            Still, every now and then, something might happen. We might experience God in a different way, in a way that genuinely moves us. And we feel compelled to testify. It’s just that this doesn’t happen on a daily basis for most of us. Maybe that is something we all could work on, to try to be more aware day by day where God is working in our lives. Maybe we can work on being more attentive, to be more aware of our experience of God in our daily lives. If we did, maybe we would feel like we have more to share. But that takes intentionality. And we all go through dry periods where we don’t sense God’s presence. It is those times that our faith is tested. We know God is with us but we don’t always sense it. So we have to trust that God is still with us and have hope that the spiritual dry spell will give way to a more vital spirituality some time in the future. And when that happens it is much easier for us to tell our story to others.

            The disciples, of course, experienced God in an extremely powerful way. They were compelled by the awesomeness of the experience to go out into the streets to tell their experience. But the miracle in this story is how every person could understand what the disciples were saying in their own native language. Any communication barrier was removed. The people in the street didn’t have to translate the Aramaic they heard from the Galileans. They heard of the mighty works of God in the language they understood best. This really is amazing. We aren’t told exactly how this worked. Did the disciple know what language to use when they were talking to someone? Or were they all speaking in Aramaic and the Spirit interceded by filtering the language through some kind of divine translator so that the other person heard it in their own language? However it worked, the miracle is that barriers to understanding what the disciples were saying was removed. The crowds may not have understood what the disciples were saying meant. But they didn’t have to translate their words. What they said could be understood even if what they were hearing needed further explanation, which is what Peter does when he gives his first sermon.

            Like I said, we all find it challenging often to witness to our experiences of God with others. We don’t feel compelled to talk about our experiences. There is no burning need to express ourselves about our experiences. Maybe when we first came to believe in Jesus, but unless something extraordinary has happened recently we just don’t feel like we have anything interesting to say. But maybe even more challenging is to share our witness in ways people can understand.

            The longer you have been in the church the more you become accustomed to “Christianeze.” We talk about salvation, grace, and maybe even throw around words like justification and sanctification. Any word that has five syllables may not be a familiar word to everyone. We just pick up church language. And people who don’t know anything about Jesus or think anything about salvation may not know what we are talking about. Or maybe they have picked up little bits of information here and there and don’t share the same understanding about what salvation means, or grace, or sin, or any other God language we use. The challenge is: how do we share our experiences of God without using religious jargon? How do we tell others about salvation without using the word saved or salvation?

            This past week at Annual Conference the theme was, “Be Not Afraid…Hope.” To accentuate this theme, we had people who gave brief witnesses to how they experienced hope in their lives. A few of those witnesses were particularly powerful. I remember this one man who had lived a life of addiction to drugs that had taken him to a low place in his life. But through a friend he got connected to a pastor who invested in him. He came into the church and over time decided to be baptized. He said that when he came out of the water it felt like all the dirt, the slime, and the filth that had clung to him because of the stuff he had done was washed off and sunk to the bottom of the water. He didn’t talk about being saved but he did talk about feeling like he had been given a fresh start. And I remember this woman whose addiction to alcohol had left her homeless and penniless on the streets of Detroit. She had burned a lot of bridges. And in one last desperate attempt, she reached out on Facebook posting about the situation she was in, asking if anyone could help her, and that she was scared. Well, one of her friends read that post and contacted their pastor. That night, they drove from Toledo to Detroit to pick her up. As they drove back to Toledo she kept saying over and over how grateful she was, and the pastor and her friend kept saying over and over, “This is what we do.” She was welcomed into the church community without judgment. She was loved on, even when she didn’t act very loving. They didn’t give up on her. As she told us her story she emphasized over and over how she was loved and included, that she had a new family. She didn’t talk about salvation or sin, grace or atonement. She talked about being included. She talked about being loved. She talked about having a new family. Both of these people spoke from their heart and simply told their story and how their relationship with Christians made a difference in their lives, giving them hope. They were stories that inspired all of us. And I am confident that if they had shared their story with someone who was not a Christian there would be a good chance that they would have been moved and maybe even wishing that they could be a part of that kind of community as well.

            The Holy Spirit is with us. We carry the Spirit in our bodies. And we all have stories to share of our own experiences of God. Likely those experiences manifested themselves through the presence and loving actions of others. I wouldn’t be surprised that for some of you looking around in this room you see people who you have experienced God through. They were there for you when you needed support. They loved on you when you weren’t always very lovable. They included you when you didn’t feel like you fit in. All of our stories are different, they are personal, they are uniquely ours to tell. And with the Spirit in us we have all we need to tell our stories. So I challenge all of us to be ready to share our story with others. I’m not saying let’s all rush out and walk up and down Fifth Avenue telling random people our experience of the mighty works of God. But we can be ready, when the time is right, to share our experiences, not with religious language but in ways that people can relate to. We can talk about how with God and with God’s people we have experienced love, belonging, and hope. And I believe that when those opportunities come, as the Spirit prompts us, and we share from the heart, that those who hear our stories will be moved to ask the question, “Can I experience this love too?” And then we will have the joy by our words and actions to respond with a firm “Yes.”